Monday, January 3, 2011
Can you remember the first time we met?
Can you remember how your heart started pounding on your chest?
Can you remember the first love-letter I wrote?
Can you remember our very first kiss?
Can you remember the day that you left me?
Can you still feel your heart bleeding?
Can you remember all the laughs that we had?
Can you remember our dates...our meeting place when we go bugis?
Can you remember seeing me again after such a long time?
Can you remember losing me again?
Can you remember our first phone call?
Can you remember how I get to know you through MSN?
Can you remember that I don’t dare to talk to you in MSN until you come and talk to me?
AiAi, I remember every second...every tear, every smile of you back then as a 19 year old girl.. I remember your cheeky grins. Your ‘ai ni’ is the last thing I hear at night before I fall asleep...and your face is the first thing I think of in the morning. We have been apart too long that I just want you to come back to my side...because our love is too powerful, too intensive..too dangerous! The mere thought of seeing you, alone from the distance, sends shivers down my spine and turns my head spinning... You were always there for me, and you were my best girlfriend that I’ve ever had...you were my LIFE.. I swore to you that I would never ever love anyone again as much as I loved you and plan for our future and give birth to our very own children, the pain would be unbearable, the fear would tear me apart, the fear of losing again... I will always love you, so much.. I will always remember the words you had told me, I will always think of you in every moment I live, I will always remember you for the good, & pray that God and Heaven will forgive the bad, What you don't understand? 2 Years of my life was dedicated to loving you...to living you... You were the scent in my clothing, the smile on my lips, the daydream in my head during class, the sparkle in my eyes... But you were also the Sword that ripped my heart into pieces, the thunder clouds covering my sun, the pain pressuring against my chest - taking away my breath.. You were my first love and you will be my last love and that is why I want you to be back...before you break a heart that took too so long to mend. Just love me...love that 20 year old boy that u used to love, but promise you'll forget me...forget the guy that I am today Yours in this life,& the life hereafter..Labels: can you remember?