Monday, January 24, 2011
Picture taken and it was our 23rd monthly
time flies and we didn't missed out any of our monthly anniversary
I just love the way you are
no need to change anything
and slowly we are getting into it with each other
went to watch burlesque
nice show
and it really shows how people fight for their job to become a star
more surprises and more shows to catch together:D
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Last minute of asking xuefang to dinner
everything was great
but wasted a chance to walk at town
because I drove lorry and could not enter most of the carpark
nevertheless it is a great trip out
and definitely looking forward to tomorrow
which is our 23RD
If possible
I will upload pictures
I love aiai
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Seriously, I miss her damm badly. I can't deny and escape from this.
Hear her voice or see her presence
Thats all
I'm sorry if I irritate you
Hope you forgive me
Saturday, January 15, 2011
Blogger is still a place for me to talk to
Lots of things has been happening in the past few weeks
and slowly things are progressing well
Sometimes I feel so sorry
and want to apologise to her
everything happens for a reason
but still I love her
See you tomorrow if possible girl :))
Is it my fault when my dad did not give me instruction properly?
I certainly don't think its my fault
although I overslept which I admit is my wrong
but did you tell me why I must reach the workshop so early
FML
it sucks
Thursday, January 6, 2011
What can I do when everyone is asleep
Back to blogging again
I'm trying to cut down on blogging
because it always reminds me of all the emotional times
I really love her and willing to die for her anytime
If god were to hurt her
I will tell god to exchange my life than hurting her
I will rather die and exchange my life
Just to let her live happily and peacefully
Today I went out with her
I just want to pamper her
but she was pissed off due to my action of forcing her
just want to give her a ride to school
rather than taking the public transport
but all my actions were rejected
My heart felt kind of dejected
but what can I do
crying in my heart
is just the only thing that I can show without her looking
just hope that she will be my side more
staying by my side makes me feel contented
I LOVE YOU
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Just as everyone is asleep
thoughts were swirling around my mind again
her presence was in my mind
and I am back here blogging again
ranting on the blog as I got no one to talk to now
Dear, I don't wish to hear about your going
I've never felt like this before
I thought that you would be my wife
I don't want to be left alone anymore
You told me that you loved me
It was hard for me to believe
That we have to go our own way
I never thought that you would leave me alone
You changed my life around
If I can turn back the clock
I wouldn't ever want to hurt you
I need you to be my rock
I can't delete you from my life
I think about you every day, every hour, every minute and every second
In fact every morning when I woke up
You are in my mind
But I just cannot make you love me again
All I can say is, wont you please stay?
Monday, January 3, 2011
Can you remember the first time we met?
Can you remember how your heart started pounding on your chest?
Can you remember the first love-letter I wrote?
Can you remember our very first kiss?
Can you remember the day that you left me?
Can you still feel your heart bleeding?
Can you remember all the laughs that we had?
Can you remember our dates...our meeting place when we go bugis?
Can you remember seeing me again after such a long time?
Can you remember losing me again?
Can you remember our first phone call?
Can you remember how I get to know you through MSN?
Can you remember that I don’t dare to talk to you in MSN until you come and talk to me?
AiAi, I remember every second...every tear, every smile of you back then as a 19 year old girl.. I remember your cheeky grins. Your ‘ai ni’ is the last thing I hear at night before I fall asleep...and your face is the first thing I think of in the morning. We have been apart too long that I just want you to come back to my side...because our love is too powerful, too intensive..too dangerous! The mere thought of seeing you, alone from the distance, sends shivers down my spine and turns my head spinning... You were always there for me, and you were my best girlfriend that I’ve ever had...you were my LIFE.. I swore to you that I would never ever love anyone again as much as I loved you and plan for our future and give birth to our very own children, the pain would be unbearable, the fear would tear me apart, the fear of losing again... I will always love you, so much.. I will always remember the words you had told me, I will always think of you in every moment I live, I will always remember you for the good, & pray that God and Heaven will forgive the bad, What you don't understand? 2 Years of my life was dedicated to loving you...to living you... You were the scent in my clothing, the smile on my lips, the daydream in my head during class, the sparkle in my eyes... But you were also the Sword that ripped my heart into pieces, the thunder clouds covering my sun, the pain pressuring against my chest - taking away my breath.. You were my first love and you will be my last love and that is why I want you to be back...before you break a heart that took too so long to mend. Just love me...love that 20 year old boy that u used to love, but promise you'll forget me...forget the guy that I am today Yours in this life,& the life hereafter..Labels: can you remember?
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Bye Bye Holidays
Hello to school as it is starting soon
Understanding test is coming up
I got to mug hard and achieve good results
prove to her I can also do what other guys can do
born in the year of 
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